Love & Difference
Lets talk about Love!!!
I'm writing this post when i am kinda worried about my sister. what causes me to worry about her is very sensible--she just experienced broken heart... =D
It is quite scarce to find this matter coz my sister is the tough one. i know she is sometimes like a robot or machine that has been programmed to live her own world. when i realized that somebody liked her 3 years ago, i was curious about her own feeling whether she liked that boy or not. i made a prediction how long she could stand in her own world and never allow other person (boys) to come in till finally i knew that the rock had been broken. she finally decided to accept the boy's love (the one who has run after her for almost 3 years).
I asked her decision and she said that she was unsure and just let it flow while looking at its progress. i know--as her sister--that she also likes that boy. i don't know how much it is but perhaps it's much more than half of her feeling that's why she finally decided to go out with that boy.
However, like or love sometimes is not enough. There's something more crucial than just a feeling and i believe that's the reason she broke their relationship. there a difference always takes place. she told me that it seems like they both live in different world. that boy doesn't like her world and she can never enter that boy's world. there is a big gap that is too difficult to cross though she's tried to build a bridge. Both of them love staying in their own worlds.
As her sister I'm quite surprised with her decision. she's just too brave. i know she must be so broken but she keeps strong. that's what i love from her. she's always like that, a little bit crazy in making decision.
I don't know whether she would walk again with that boy or not. as none knows about tomorrow just see what will follow. i can only pray that God will sustain her in difficult time like the one she faces today.
Not so long after she declared her decision, i started to think about my own case. If a slight difference can cause her to reconsider her relationship then what should i do with my own relationship? it's been built on a very enormous difference. maybe i've been pretending to be blind for almost 3 years. i don't know... or maybe I'm just too afraid to face the reality... will time bring me the answer?? Lets see... for whatever happens under the sun has its time;
I'm writing this post when i am kinda worried about my sister. what causes me to worry about her is very sensible--she just experienced broken heart... =D
It is quite scarce to find this matter coz my sister is the tough one. i know she is sometimes like a robot or machine that has been programmed to live her own world. when i realized that somebody liked her 3 years ago, i was curious about her own feeling whether she liked that boy or not. i made a prediction how long she could stand in her own world and never allow other person (boys) to come in till finally i knew that the rock had been broken. she finally decided to accept the boy's love (the one who has run after her for almost 3 years).
I asked her decision and she said that she was unsure and just let it flow while looking at its progress. i know--as her sister--that she also likes that boy. i don't know how much it is but perhaps it's much more than half of her feeling that's why she finally decided to go out with that boy.
However, like or love sometimes is not enough. There's something more crucial than just a feeling and i believe that's the reason she broke their relationship. there a difference always takes place. she told me that it seems like they both live in different world. that boy doesn't like her world and she can never enter that boy's world. there is a big gap that is too difficult to cross though she's tried to build a bridge. Both of them love staying in their own worlds.
As her sister I'm quite surprised with her decision. she's just too brave. i know she must be so broken but she keeps strong. that's what i love from her. she's always like that, a little bit crazy in making decision.
I don't know whether she would walk again with that boy or not. as none knows about tomorrow just see what will follow. i can only pray that God will sustain her in difficult time like the one she faces today.
Not so long after she declared her decision, i started to think about my own case. If a slight difference can cause her to reconsider her relationship then what should i do with my own relationship? it's been built on a very enormous difference. maybe i've been pretending to be blind for almost 3 years. i don't know... or maybe I'm just too afraid to face the reality... will time bring me the answer?? Lets see... for whatever happens under the sun has its time;
Ecclesiastes 3:5 a time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;If one day "the time to refrain from embracing" comes to face me, i hope i would not be so stubborn to keep embracing that the time wont get angry with me...
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