Voice from the Real Me

to you in another island...:)

I like hurting you but don't wanna see you hurt
I like making you mad but don't wanna see you furious
I always blame you but don't want to see you guilty
I like doing stupid things
but in all things i do
I just want to make you aware of my existence
every minute and every second..

Today when you get withered
I'm confused where to find a place to rest
like a sojourner longing for a tree in the desert,
a tree whose green can cool up his soul
like a kid crying for an ice cream,
an ice cream that can cheer her up
so want I, more than just a tree and an ice cream
I want to see your green


These pointless words come from the real me
deep inside my heart a prayer is lifted up
for you in thousand miles away
my heart whispers......
get well soon my shady green
coz I'm faded away if you are withered
don't ask me how
just realize that I mean it :)


from another me,
Haniva "Ur Q"

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