Hard working days


and the hard working days have just begun..
I start working at school at 7.30 and finish at 2.30 yet still have 1 hour 30 minutes extra class for grade 12 students in order to prepare them for national exam. I arrive home at about 4.30 and prepare for teaching in Supermath at 5. the last class in Supermath finishes at 7.30 so if I count the time I spend for teaching, the total time is 13 hours meaning that I only have 11 hours off.. lol..

am I a workaholic??

I dont know.. I just enjoy doing this coz when I started thinking for getting another extra job I had considered this. Now there's no need to feel sorry but facing the days ahead.
huff...sometimes I feel so exhausted but when I think about my dream, I know it's so much lighter than the days before me.. the days in University for getting my master of teaching must be a little bit harder than the 13 hours working. I believe God is preparing me for those days, that's why He let me face these days today..
since there's no 'give up' in my vocabulary, I will struggle for life till  reach my dream.

I still need time to arrange my schedule so that I still have time to prepare myself for IELTS. I have tried to wake up earlier for studying but I havent managed to do it. maybe I need to be more accustomed with this situation. thus, this is just another wall to leap over on these days..

therefore, the proper words to say now is "Keep struggling Haniva---You are more than a conqueror!!!!

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