Distance

 
Distance...
I hate it but I have been such an expert in holding on it.

I heard some people say long distance relationship never works. I know for some people it is not working but I have been struggling for it. I cant say it's different to me. I hate it... I hate to have distance in my relationship but I have no choice.. I can say good bye.. it's easy. But can my heart bear it? I am too afraid of losing. So, I choose to stay in distance though the pain of missing is the same with breaking.

If getting hurt is part of love, why don't we enjoy the time of sorrow?! Sometimes we laugh but we will never skip tears. As it is still a life on earth, I know everything can happen under the sky. Shall I dance under the rain?? Probably Yes coz I have made my own choice... Staying..

Distance.. I hold you again and again....

Give me enough joy but less tears coz I wanna keep some of them for happiness..



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