Jedidiah

......and the notification of the 2012 Australia Scholarship Awards was just coming yesterday.. It's coming earlier than I thought. I didn't go to see but my friends did for me. Guess what I got? Thank God for teaching me what is good from failure. It sounds silly that I am still thankful for this situation but I am truly thankful. A month after sending my application, I promised God that I would thank Him for good or bad. I promise Him that nothing can take away my dream. I promise Him that I will work harder for my dream. So, when knowing that my name wasn't on the list for the interview I learned the hardest thing; be thankful for the failure. Even when the tears finally rolled down from my eyes, my heart still whispered, " I thank You Lord for this failure.. yes, I still love You." It is what it is... The fact is there are always things we cannot control. When you have done all the best you can but the result is not according to what you want, al...

Browsing, researching, finding information and reading...... these activities are what I've been doing recently. After getting a notification mail from NZ Embassy, I made a a commitment that I won't give up on applying the scholarship. Yeah, and seems like God also wants the same thing. Why? Because it seems like He opens more access by letting me meet people who are willing to help me. Moreover, I have got some necessary books to support my effort for the scholarship.. the first three books from miss Grace, Dessy and ma'am Lincia Miss Grace Harris, our ETA this year gave me a Thesaurus dictionary and a book on types of text to help me prepare my Fulbright master program's Essay. Ma'am Lincia gave me a book on how to prepare myself before studying in the US. She said that last year she gave the same book to miss Cece and she got the scholarship to study master of TESOL in Australia and this year she gave it to me so I have to prepare myself for the ...