Jedidiah

One thing I love from November and December is when the Flamboyan tree blooms. Flamboyan is its Indonesian name but Kupang people usually name it 'pohon sepe' or sepe tree. Flamboyan Tree I love this tree so much on rainy season. the flowers are the mixture of orange and red and 'we' (me and my friends) usually call it 'Sakura from Kupang'.. Lol. If Japanese have Sakura, we have Flamboyan tree in Kupang which is as beautiful as Sakura. When I walk home after school along the street where Flamboyan trees grow, I feel like it's no matter how far the road I wanna walk. This tree grows along the road to my house. This tree has accompanied me for some stories. One of the stories is when I walked home together with the one I call 'the green'. It was a beautiful moment coz we were walking together after raining so the road was wet and it was so cool, then the red Flamboyan adorned our road with their beauty. I wonder that moment would happen a...

Dear Heavenly Father, Am I too far to be reached out? Have I been walking too far till I dont know the way back home? or.... is it the home I want? Show me YOUR WAY before I walk a little bit further that I dont know how to turn back.. If it's not my home, please turn me back to my destination yet if it's my home, guide me there safely... Your crying baby, Haniva

It's November rain... yup I love this month not because it's close to Christmas but because of so many wonderful and touching moments that happen in this special month. One of those wonderful events just happened this morning when I was on the way to school with ojek . I went to school early this morning but I skipped to take a bemo coz it is always crowded as many people want to go to school and office (my school is located near many offices). My ojek usually goes through Eltari 1 street so we dont have to get through the traffic line but I dont know why this morning he rode through that long way, consequently we had to get the traffic light two times. I was a little bit irritated that's why I commented him about his decision to choose the long way. I was commenting him when I heard somebody calling my name "Miss Nita!". The voice was quite loud and I tried to find who was calling. Then my eyes caught a little boy in his white and red uniform sitting in fron...

Today when I am confused with life and some facts which are out of my wishes God reminds me something which is soooo romantic —that’s what I feel.. why? Coz He speaks to me when it’s raining.. yup it’ raining now and the weather is soooo nice. I feel fresh inside and outside. It melts out all the anxiety. God is speaking to me in Deuteronomy 31:8 And Jehovah [is] He who goes before you. He will be with you; He will not fail you nor forsake you. Do not fear; nor be dismayed. Yes, God will never leave me. He proves it to me everyday. Whenever I feel like I am so lonely and tired He strengthens me through my friends. Just like today, when my mind is filled by anxiety He is speaking to me through my friend’s blog. My friend Benny shares a post in his blog about how precious we are in His sight. Yup I know it for sure that God loves me so much that’s why He let me face some unwanted situations for teaching me that He is walking before me and never forsakes me. So, in spite of the fact th...

The week which was just over was truly full of fun, tiredness, surprise and of course full of stories.. This time I am gonna share some pictures of our simple Halloween party with Miss Jessica Peng, our English teacher from the U.S, some teachers and students. It was so funny.. they all wore crazy costumes, made themselves look scary (though it made them look so cute, in fact..LOL), and showed their cute pose on camera.. Here are some pictures of them that I grabbed from Miss Ary's facebook: From left to right ==> Miss Jessica, Glen, Jun and Eric   Shinta is standing between Eric and Jun scary.. :) Ok.. that's the story.. Actualy I am not really interested in Hallowen coz the background of the celebration refers to the spirits and ghost, however, I need to be objective by looking at the goal of this celebration. as long as it's just for fun, not doing any worship to spirit or ghost, I can still enjoy as I did last week with the teachers and students....

Just realizing that I need a scooter.. I started learning how to ride a motor bike 2 months ago but never make another step in, it's just stuck. Today when I count the money I use for transportation (for I commute very often from school to supermath) I found that I spend too much for commuting. I need another way to keep the balance so that I can save more, not spending too much. Beside that, having a scooter can make me easy to move from one place to another place. Why? Here's the case.. I have a problem every Wednesday. I have two classes at different places. One class starts at 5 to 6pm in Supermath TDM and the other class starts at 6.30pm in Supermath Naikoten. It means it only takes 15 me minutes to get to Naikoten for we must arrive 15 minutes before the class. Huff..it's a little bit tiring since I have to take public transportation that can stop wherever and whenever the driver wants.. :( Due to those problems and facts, I finally make a simple conclusion that ...