--Weekend--
It's weekend again and I wonder why time flies so fast.. Everything we have would probably fly as the time does.. I don't know what I need to kill this anxiety. I feel lyk my mind is overloaded.. Maybe I need to take a 365 day sleep but when I wake up at the 365th day I would find myself stay in the same situation.. nothing changes coz I've run away from the life challenge and opportunity. I know I cant skip the rocky ways of my life, yet I've got to keep moving. I wonder how I could find the solution for my complicated relationship-- a relationship with no prospect (that's what some of my friends say), whether I should keep walking in my ignorance of any 'broken heart's possibility' or I quit today with the fact that I would cry a lot for uncounted days with the guilt of hurting him. I hate those options.. I hate them. If there's something that can help me to forget this matter it's all about my struggle for the scholarship this year. Yu...