My Favorite Sickness

Being addicted to drama is sometimes kinda dangerous...

My pastor said last week that life is the result of "cause" and effect". This time relationship is very clear. For example: if you rather choose to spend your time watching drama, you'd probably ignore some "more important" things to do so the result that might be happening is that you have to take more days to finish the things that can be done in 24 hours. it's very simple one and actually it derives from my own experience.. lol

Recently I've been very interested in watching "Pasta" (the being aired Korean drama in Indosiar). I never miss any episode though I've finished reading the entire synopsis (you see now how addicted I am :p ). I still have a big curiosity though i know the next story. I just don't wanna miss any scene of it. in one side, i can say that i enjoy watching coz it can fulfill my mental sickness (that's what i call for being addicted to Korean Drama). at least i have the free medicine that's sitting before my TV n watching. the other positive thing of watching is that i can have a big passion to have my own cooking experiment in my kitchen. i mean my cooking passion is increased. this movie has inspired me to enjoy my time in kitchen. that's good for girls, right? of course it is... nothing's wrong with "Pasta".

yes, it seems like that in one side. however, the world still has two poles, the northern pole and the southern pole just like a coin with two sides. meaning that there are always the positives and negatives.. yes, this is an inevitable fact ever after as long as you still live on earth. (i presume that you wont experience it in heaven..if you wanna prove it, go first to heaven then texting me that you've found the fact..lol). what does it mean? absolutely I my self experience the negative sides.. 

The first crazy thing I've found by being addicted to this drama is time problem. We cannot ever lie the time. we can lie many people but not the time. I have received a translation project from my friend. It's the commentary of Guzik on the epistle of Rome. I've to translate the 11 pages of Guzik commentary on Romans chapter 2. If you don't play too much with time you'll say that you can finish it in two days or more (if you're fully free) and need another day for editing. But, what I've done is that i keep it untranslated until the deadline comes. How slowly I am. why? coz I'd rather choose watching drama (on my free time in the afternoon) and reading its synopsis (at night, the other free time to do translation). I've left it untouched for one week. I just touched it this week and just finished 5 pages while 6 pages are waiting for my good mood. I know the mistake is in me.. I cant blame "PASTA" so it cannot be said "the negative sides of watching Korean drama". but it still has two possibilities. the first one: Korean drama is so addictive that once you watch you will hardly miss the episode. The other possibility is from me; I'm not consistent with my schedule. So, what should I say, I might have ignored my own mistake by writing this post. hahaha :-D but that's human... we are always like this..

The latter crazy thing by watching this drama is about its influence. Watching this drama has changed my thought especially to consider about the criteria of my dream man. I've been thinking of adding "Chef" as my dream man or a man who is able to cook. (childish Haniva). You see now that watching can influence one's thought. Though I might not be sure about it, it has indeed appeared on my mind. Doesn't it mean that this drama has influenced my mind, even the principal things? hahaha...what a weird life! It seems simple but if we see carefully we'll find that being too addicted to something is kinda dangerous.. lol.

Inspite of all those crazy things, I my self still enjoy watching. I realize its impact but it's from my own self. The drama is not wrong but me. I've got to be much wiser in determining which one is more important. so, this coming week I've got to struggle with my own self, trying to recover my own negligence. This mental disease needs a more careful treatment and the only one who knows well how to cure is me. 
Good luck Haniva... get better soon.. :)


 Psalm 90:12 "So teach us to number our days, so that we may bring a heart of wisdom."

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