time to laugh at anxiousness


it's just so wonderful.. i like the time i'm spending at the moment. it feels like i can truly enjoy every second..
you might be kinda curious why i share this. this is what i feel.
time flows so smoothly and i am very excited going to school, seeing my kids and teaching them. i cant stand seeing them every day.
i just realize why many teachers look younger than their old. it's because they realize their calling and they enjoy their duty. i feel better everyday and i feel like i'm 17 coz am always surrounded by the teens. lol

i thank God for this opportunity given. God is so amazing. He gives me at the right time. not after i graduated university coz at the time i hadn't realized my calling. but he gave it 10 months after graduation for He wanted to prepare and equip me during the waiting time, to awaken me that this is my calling. sometimes if i looked back at the waiting time, i would laugh at my self for all the things worrying me. those things today have made me laugh loudly. Ecclesiastes is correct when it says for everything under the sun has its season. there's time to wait  and there's time to get what we wait. there's time to worry and there's time to laugh at our anxiousness. yup everything has its season.

today is wonderful..yes..and today is the day of victory, time to laugh loudly at my past days!!!! Glory be to God in Christ Jesus my savior now and forever..

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  1. Unknown3 Agustus 2011 pukul 17.24

    Laugh at anxiousness?? I know right... I envy you. Teaching is your passion and you are able to pursue it and then reach it.. T_T

    As for me, laughing about things that make me feel anxious.. I do that a lot but it's very sad when somebody makes me feel anxious and tonguetied and so I cant laugh about it...


    Anyway Haniva my friend, I miss your "words". Please comment on my latest blog entries.. :P :)

    BalasHapus

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