A Weird Feeling

I miss my sister Monna so much...
Yup, it’s been two days since I realized how i miss her sooo much.
She’s been far away from home for almost 3 years. I know the reason i miss her is quite weird.
I teach in mercusuar and this school building consists of junior and senior high. When i saw the kids walking in and out i remember my sister when she was in junior high school. She was just like those kids with the uniform and innocent face.
my sister-Monna

Suddenly a memory about her comes into my mind like a flash back story. ...
And I am stepping back to 7 years ago..

I was there, lying on my bed, feeling so annoyed by her. I didn't want to talk with her coz wejust had a quarrel. I said something that I thought it didn't hurt her but it made her angry and made a plate fly and almost hit me. I was really furious that I wanted to kick her but I couldn't. 

Because of that problem we didn't talk for some days. we shared the same bed but didn't talk at all. we had breakfast, lunch and dinner in different room. 

no one wanted to apologize first. I myself was totally against my heart coz the deepest part of my heart really wanted to say sorry first.

I have totally forgot how we reconciled each other. but the silent war between us ended up when we both realized that we loved one another.

I ever heard people say that blood is thicker than water. perhaps that's the reason I can always love and forgive her easily every time she does something wrong to me and vise versa.  

so, I miss her today.. :)
hopefully life is going smoothly with her..


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