Rest In Peace, My Friend

It's been three days after my friend passed away and I am still wondering why it could happen. I used to strengthen her to face all things but today I have to strengthen my own self for the loss. Though I didn't really understand why God decided to take her back, I believe it's only because of love. God took her back home coz He loves her more than I do.
One of my close friends still cannot accept this fact. She is crying a lot and keeps asking me why God did it to our friend. I know I can never give an answer that satisfies her, only God can do by the running of time.. yeah we all will understand one day.

I've missed her so much and have wished that I could turn the time so I could talk with her before she died.. Yet, I've missed that last chance. I wasn't there when she looked for me.. Every time I recall of that moment I can help crying. I wish I could be there that night...

God gives, God takes... Glory be to God alone!
In the deepest sadness of the loss, the promise of God is restoring our soul.. All men will someday face their own time, time which is called 'death'.. and they will also find the answers of their own inquiry, all inquiries that haven't been answered, they will understand it all when they stand before His throne.


Revelation 7:15- 17
"Therefore they are before the throne of God, and they serve Him day and night in His temple. And He sitting on the throne will dwell among them.
They will not hunger any more, nor thirst any more, nor will the sun light on them, nor any heat.
For the Lamb who is in the midst of the throne will feed them and will lead them to [the] fountains of living waters. And God will wipe away all tears from their eyes."



Revelation 22:3-5
" And every curse will no longer be; but the throne of God and of the Lamb will be in it, and His servants will serve Him. And they will see His face, and His name [will be] in their foreheads. And there will be no night there. And they need no lamp, or light of the sun; for the Lord God gives them light. And they will reign forever and ever."


These are some pictures I took during the funeral ceremony;













Good bye friend.. one day in heaven we're gonna meet again
Rest in peace K Elsy




Komentar

  1. Unknown19 Februari 2012 pukul 03.59

    a classmate of mine died last month too. I wasn't able to talk to him ever even though we were classmates..

    we must always remember to communicate with those people we know, since we can't predict when they will be taken from us.

    I'm sure your friend and Matthew Delgado is in good hands and happy now. Stop crying Haniva, she wouldn't want you to mourn over her..

    BalasHapus

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