Jedidiah

People say that time runs swiftly but i dont think it runs coz I feel like it blows as the wind does.. I dont ever count the days that's why I am very surprised when I look at the calender and see the date today and it's 26 October. it mens that October is almost gone and November is coming soon which means that December is to follow.. There are some special things on December that makes me look forward to this month. the first thing is it's Christmas, meaning that my sister is coming home and we're gonna celebrate it together. the second one is that I am gonna get the notification letter from the scholarship I applied on July. It's really important for me since there are two other tests I need to get through before going to Macquarie University--the University where I am gonna study in. if God's will then I am gonna go there, struggling for my master of teaching. Macquarie University so, the weeks before December are truly the waiting days full o

I miss my sister Monna  so much... Yup, it’s been two days since I realized how i miss her sooo much. She’s been far away from home for almost 3 years. I know the reason i miss her is quite weird. I teach in mercusuar and this school building consists of junior and senior high. When i saw the kids walking in and out i remember my sister when she was in junior high school. She was just like those kids with the uniform and innocent face. my sister-Monna Suddenly a memory about her comes into my mind like a flash back story. ... And I am stepping back to 7 years ago.. I was there, lying on my bed, feeling so annoyed by her. I didn't want to talk with her coz wejust had a quarrel. I said something that I thought it didn't hurt her but it made her angry and made a plate fly and almost hit me. I was really furious that I wanted to kick her but I couldn't.  Because of that problem we didn't talk for some days. we shared the same bed but didn't talk at all. we had bre

There's something that I just learnt about "commitment".  I was asked by one of my senior in university to be an interpreter for a conference. I was about to say yes if I hadn't realized the commitment I made.  I ever told myself that I wanna focus on teaching and will never leave my duty for other things outside teaching. I know the freelance job for 4 days which was offered to me will give me much money even more than my salary from school but the problem here is that I have to be absent in my classes for 4 days, which means that I have to leave 80 kids that I teach. Don't they mean so much more than just money? sometimes I feel like I wanna increase my deposit as much as I can but still I can never ever ignore my conscience. I believe that the blessing of God is upon the head of the righteousness. so whatever happens if it belongs to me, then it will turn to me.. Thus, I decided to refuse that freelance job coz I know what I want in life.. it's not about