Jedidiah

People say that time runs swiftly but i dont think it runs coz I feel like it blows as the wind does.. I dont ever count the days that's why I am very surprised when I look at the calender and see the date today and it's 26 October. it mens that October is almost gone and November is coming soon which means that December is to follow.. There are some special things on December that makes me look forward to this month. the first thing is it's Christmas, meaning that my sister is coming home and we're gonna celebrate it together. the second one is that I am gonna get the notification letter from the scholarship I applied on July. It's really important for me since there are two other tests I need to get through before going to Macquarie University--the University where I am gonna study in. if God's will then I am gonna go there, struggling for my master of teaching. Macquarie University so, the weeks before December are truly the waiting days full o...

I miss my sister Monna  so much... Yup, it’s been two days since I realized how i miss her sooo much. She’s been far away from home for almost 3 years. I know the reason i miss her is quite weird. I teach in mercusuar and this school building consists of junior and senior high. When i saw the kids walking in and out i remember my sister when she was in junior high school. She was just like those kids with the uniform and innocent face. my sister-Monna Suddenly a memory about her comes into my mind like a flash back story. ... And I am stepping back to 7 years ago.. I was there, lying on my bed, feeling so annoyed by her. I didn't want to talk with her coz wejust had a quarrel. I said something that I thought it didn't hurt her but it made her angry and made a plate fly and almost hit me. I was really furious that I wanted to kick her but I couldn't.  Because of that problem we didn't talk for some days. we shared the same bed but didn't talk at all. we had bre...

There's something that I just learnt about "commitment".  I was asked by one of my senior in university to be an interpreter for a conference. I was about to say yes if I hadn't realized the commitment I made.  I ever told myself that I wanna focus on teaching and will never leave my duty for other things outside teaching. I know the freelance job for 4 days which was offered to me will give me much money even more than my salary from school but the problem here is that I have to be absent in my classes for 4 days, which means that I have to leave 80 kids that I teach. Don't they mean so much more than just money? sometimes I feel like I wanna increase my deposit as much as I can but still I can never ever ignore my conscience. I believe that the blessing of God is upon the head of the righteousness. so whatever happens if it belongs to me, then it will turn to me.. Thus, I decided to refuse that freelance job coz I know what I want in life...

and the hard working days have just begun.. I start working at school at 7.30 and finish at 2.30 yet still have 1 hour 30 minutes extra class for grade 12 students in order to prepare them for national exam. I arrive home at about 4.30 and prepare for teaching in Supermath at 5. the last class in Supermath finishes at 7.30 so if I count the time I spend for teaching, the total time is 13 hours meaning that I only have 11 hours off.. lol.. am I a workaholic?? I dont know.. I just enjoy doing this coz when I started thinking for getting another extra job I had considered this. Now there's no need to feel sorry but facing the days ahead. huff...sometimes I feel so exhausted but when I think about my dream, I know it's so much lighter than the days before me.. the days in University for getting my master of teaching must be a little bit harder than the 13 hours working. I believe God is preparing me for those days, that's why He let me face these days today.. since ther...

There’s no ‘the same Monday’ in your life! This has annoyed me since my friend and I chatted yesterday after a class in Supermath. She said, why the days in a week are only Monday to Sunday.. why should people repeat the names of days after a week passes by? Why dont they name other days for another week ahead? From her question, implicitely I found her own reason why she questioned that way... it’s all about repitition. She just wanted to tell her thought that she doesn’t like repitition or in the other word, I can assume that she’s trapped into a boring routine and that’s why she finds life boring by doing the same things every Monday, every Tuesday, or every any other day.. Then I contemplate her question when I went to bed. Is my life merely a repitition? Do we only find the same thing everyday? Then, as usual I answer my own question that I used to see life as my friend does. Yes, I used to be like that. I used to think that there was nothing special when you start a new day but...

Days at school are always interesting for me... :) lately I've been kinda busy preparing 50 questions of multiple choice for mid-term test. while typing the questions I say a little prayer that my students can answer all the questions.. hahaha.. I know maybe some of them might find it difficult coz they ever told me that they didn't really like English -- but they dont hate-- so I do really hope that at least only few of them take remedial test or if it's possible then none will do remedial test. by the way, my application to Supertmath had been confirmed and after having gone through certain stages of selection, by the grace of the LORD I was selected. But, it doesn't stop at this part coz what really makes me glad is that my best friend--Mawar--was also successful. now both of us work together in the afternoon as English instructors in Supermath. it really pleases me since we ever did the same test and I was alone selected, though finally I decided not continuing t...

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